I make people unhappy

No, things aren't going the times when I SHOULD be spilling my guts, I can't seem to find any words but then again I have never been very good at the "therapy" thing. However there have been 2 deaths in my life since last Thursday, school is stressing me out, had a funeral Today and got an F on a paper ... And I have exam issues almost 12 hours in one day. I have 2 papers due in 8 and 12 days respectively. Last day of classes is just over one week away, I have another paper due just over one week away, 5 years with pat is just over one week away. My mother is going off the deep en. I work every weekend at my busiest school time. I'm not sure I'll have enough money for next semester. I hate that I couldn't afford one of the books for my class this semester, and I need it badly for finals ad next semester. I'm just.... Well I'll be jiggered I can't even think of the "right" emotion. But if I told this to real people I'd just bum them right out. The only good thing is that it makes random chatter fly away quick.