Second Thing

I have not blown a thing, I just need to get going. Is today that day? Might I get started today? As of right now it sure as heck doesn't look like it.

I have to find a way to try harder. I know I can do everything, partly because I used to do it (have done it before) and I know it inside. I can FEEL it. I just need to figure out how to unlock the gate/door/thing.

Oh about the Second thing ... Try to stop procrastinating. I'm not sure I'll be able to stop all together, but my procrastination has become crippling and that is never a good thing.